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I'm completely fuckin' lost at life. I started my semester with 17 credit hours, now I'm at 3. I'm no longer interested in my major, my college, St. Augustine, anything. The only thing keeping me here is her, and sometimes that doesn't even feel like enough. What do I love? Where does my passion lie? What do I want to do with my life? The only thing that the skills I've developed qualify me for is a Pornstar, and let's face it, I'd never make it in that business.
I quit Winn-Dixie because my parents said they'd cover my rent, but once they see my grades, I'm sure they'll renege on the offer. If I tell them I want a semester to sort things out, they'll want me home. I can't go home, I have a lease, a friend, a love of my life. I can't walk away from them...I guess I should seek counseling, maybe this time it'll actually work.
I've developed a horrible habit of apathetically watching my friends fade away from me. Don't get me wrong, I want them to stay, they just never do, and it's mostly my fault. I either quit talking to them, or I get drunk and tell them I used to have a crush on them.
I guess what I need is time to sort things out, to figure out what I want. Now, I just have to find a way to get it.
How is it that you can make someone the happier than ever, and yet be the source of all their woe?
Drew Malone
Spread the Word, Fight the Power, and Don't be That Guy.
I quit Winn-Dixie because my parents said they'd cover my rent, but once they see my grades, I'm sure they'll renege on the offer. If I tell them I want a semester to sort things out, they'll want me home. I can't go home, I have a lease, a friend, a love of my life. I can't walk away from them...I guess I should seek counseling, maybe this time it'll actually work.
I've developed a horrible habit of apathetically watching my friends fade away from me. Don't get me wrong, I want them to stay, they just never do, and it's mostly my fault. I either quit talking to them, or I get drunk and tell them I used to have a crush on them.
I guess what I need is time to sort things out, to figure out what I want. Now, I just have to find a way to get it.
How is it that you can make someone the happier than ever, and yet be the source of all their woe?
Drew Malone
Spread the Word, Fight the Power, and Don't be That Guy.