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i haven't updated this thing in forever,
and i highly doubt that anyone will take there time time
out to actually read my unimportant words.
anyways, for the past 4 days i've been stuck on the Oklahoma
City University Campus. "OKLAHOMA!?!?" you may say "WHAT THE HELL
IS IN OKLAHOMA?!?!"
...well...nothing actually...except an orentation camp to prepare
me for my year abroad.
These past few days have been filled with a stream of diffrent emotions
EXCITEMENT!!..because i'm embarking on one of the most incrediable
opprotunities i'll every have in my life
FEAR...becuase i'm terribly afraid that i'll screw up..i screw up quite
a few things and i dont want such things as fear or angry or
selfishness to get into the way. I want to be able to absorb as much as
i can through this incrediable experience.
INTIMIDATION...some of these kids that are joining me here at this camp
are just fucking incrediable in so many diffrent elements...and i just
wonder..why would anyone ever choose little ol' me to represent so much:
My family, my country, myself...I just hope I will be able to hold up
to everyones expecations because so many people in my community have
sacrifised alot to get me to where i am and where i will be.
anyways...i have to run off to lunch now. if you're intrested in keeping
in touch with me while i'm in chile my e-mail is: leti_con@hotmail.com
and my departure date is August 19th.
adios.
and i highly doubt that anyone will take there time time
out to actually read my unimportant words.
anyways, for the past 4 days i've been stuck on the Oklahoma
City University Campus. "OKLAHOMA!?!?" you may say "WHAT THE HELL
IS IN OKLAHOMA?!?!"
...well...nothing actually...except an orentation camp to prepare
me for my year abroad.
These past few days have been filled with a stream of diffrent emotions
EXCITEMENT!!..because i'm embarking on one of the most incrediable
opprotunities i'll every have in my life
FEAR...becuase i'm terribly afraid that i'll screw up..i screw up quite
a few things and i dont want such things as fear or angry or
selfishness to get into the way. I want to be able to absorb as much as
i can through this incrediable experience.
INTIMIDATION...some of these kids that are joining me here at this camp
are just fucking incrediable in so many diffrent elements...and i just
wonder..why would anyone ever choose little ol' me to represent so much:
My family, my country, myself...I just hope I will be able to hold up
to everyones expecations because so many people in my community have
sacrifised alot to get me to where i am and where i will be.
anyways...i have to run off to lunch now. if you're intrested in keeping
in touch with me while i'm in chile my e-mail is: leti_con@hotmail.com
and my departure date is August 19th.
adios.