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why do breaks come to an end so quickly.
the days that scramble together to make a composition
of my life, are all buried beneath the fogginess of
my scrabbled up teenage mind.
i really hope this semester does the same. sometimes the consistency of
the monotony in high school life helps in making time
fly by a tad bit faster.
it is 11:11.
i hate how i become bashful and quite around people i really really
want to get to know better (just to get to know them, not
because "woo i tottaly want to suck your cock" type thing)
then i give off this ridiculous vibe, and scare people away.
i just enjoy company.
listening to classical music is really relaxing at times.
the cello, and even the violin, can create songs that bring
out the deepest emotions in you.
someday i'll meet a boy who will hold hands with me while
enjoying beautimous (tottaly made the word up) musical compositions
at a smphony, and we'll wear phoney smiles
and flash out big "money"
or we can just enjoy the music.
i did get to enjoy the incrediable composition in guitar, bass,
and toy drum kit action last thursday.
i felt so with drawn and out of it that whole entire evening.
probably because the moment i had woken up until the time
i was being dropped off at home i was smokin' and being blazed...
with beautiful people of course.
anyways, i'm going to continue reading as much as i can of catch 22
before wandering off into my magical world of unfufilling
the days that scramble together to make a composition
of my life, are all buried beneath the fogginess of
my scrabbled up teenage mind.
i really hope this semester does the same. sometimes the consistency of
the monotony in high school life helps in making time
fly by a tad bit faster.
it is 11:11.
i hate how i become bashful and quite around people i really really
want to get to know better (just to get to know them, not
because "woo i tottaly want to suck your cock" type thing)
then i give off this ridiculous vibe, and scare people away.
i just enjoy company.
listening to classical music is really relaxing at times.
the cello, and even the violin, can create songs that bring
out the deepest emotions in you.
someday i'll meet a boy who will hold hands with me while
enjoying beautimous (tottaly made the word up) musical compositions
at a smphony, and we'll wear phoney smiles
and flash out big "money"
or we can just enjoy the music.
i did get to enjoy the incrediable composition in guitar, bass,
and toy drum kit action last thursday.
i felt so with drawn and out of it that whole entire evening.
probably because the moment i had woken up until the time
i was being dropped off at home i was smokin' and being blazed...
with beautiful people of course.
anyways, i'm going to continue reading as much as i can of catch 22
before wandering off into my magical world of unfufilling