What has happened??

Sep 04, 2004 13:26

** I woke up today to, a. the sound of my dogs' incessant barking, and b. the sound of all the electricity turning off in my house- yea fun!! And then come the sounds of electricians pounding down the basement steps and turning their horrible, horrible music on to full bkast.. and all this at 9a.m. on the only Saturday that I have had off in oh I don't know eight years....well not really but you know. Hey Anita, eight!! Lord girl, that will forever been ingrained in my head...it's the number I always use to exaggerate/emphasis my point now.

**So after all this, I roll over on my empty bed (boy working all dang day), look at the pile of laundry that I was supposed to be doing today, and at the four game systems that are now in my room knowing that I could not play any of them ( which really pissed me off!!), and I was overcome by this strange feeling. i couldn't quite identify it, but I took the time I had and spent it with The Lord and all the trepedation that I had inside of me miraculously disappeared. I love Jesus!! Everyday I fall more in love with Him, as I learn more, and study more, and spend more time just getting to know Him. I wish that evryone could experience Him in this way...it is a wonderful and amazing thing. *Eventhough we all complain about things and wonder why certain things are happening, all I have to do is take one second, breathe, and think about all He has done for me and I feel like the most blessed person on this planet. I am so grateful to Him for all the wonderful people in my life, my amazing, amazing friends who no matter what, I know will always be there (even when I took the time that I needed to figure out all my stuff), and for this wonderful, completing love that I have found. I am so utterly happy, and it's the best feeling in the world.

**Get to most likely spend time with one of the most amazing people I know today, Gurl I love you so much....always know that I am here for you. Anytime. Day or Night. Always. It's how we do, right? And I will forever be available to be your Yoda. Love you I do. HEHE. And please remember that Jesus will always, no matter what we think or do, love us like only he can, and be that ever present shoulder and sounding board that we need. I heart dis :)

** I believe thats all for now kiddies.....Monday, Monday barbecue at Cuppies if ya'll are interested. It would be nice to see some faces that I haven't seen in a while...I miss you even if you don't think I do....I hope you know this is meant for you. And I hate the fact that I'm throwing this out onto lj(we all know how I feel about this) but it is the only thing I can think to do....I'd call but I hate awkwardness, and I don't know if you even really want to talk to me..but I miss you, so there you have it...and those long philosophical talks we used to have.

**Ta loves, I hope to see ya'll soon.
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