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hate finals hate finals hate finals hate finals hate finals.
this is bad. need to think optimistic. ducks inline. preparation! oh, fuck. play practice and tutoring tomorrow. bah. sunday already. need to read twleve chapters of chemistry. need to learn math. need to practice dance movements. become insync with rhymth and beat. need to finish 'hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy' short book that i've been "reading" since christmas break. sierra looks cute sleeping on my pillow. lori's father in law had a heart attack. sad. she got the job in hayward. she'll be moving in march. sad. i hate my job. need to volunteer more. collegeboard.com sucks. tsunami relief thing=stupid. liv walked to safeway and several people pulled over to ask if she needed help. high poverty levels. high homeless levels. josh. fuck me i've gained weight.
i hate finals. i'm going to fail them and i still hate them. i hate finals. except peer counselling which is just eating. i hate finals. finals sucks. i hate finals.
but i am cleansed of all negativity. rouge.smile.noise. i have a beautiful boy to stare at.
this is bad. need to think optimistic. ducks inline. preparation! oh, fuck. play practice and tutoring tomorrow. bah. sunday already. need to read twleve chapters of chemistry. need to learn math. need to practice dance movements. become insync with rhymth and beat. need to finish 'hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy' short book that i've been "reading" since christmas break. sierra looks cute sleeping on my pillow. lori's father in law had a heart attack. sad. she got the job in hayward. she'll be moving in march. sad. i hate my job. need to volunteer more. collegeboard.com sucks. tsunami relief thing=stupid. liv walked to safeway and several people pulled over to ask if she needed help. high poverty levels. high homeless levels. josh. fuck me i've gained weight.
i hate finals. i'm going to fail them and i still hate them. i hate finals. except peer counselling which is just eating. i hate finals. finals sucks. i hate finals.
but i am cleansed of all negativity. rouge.smile.noise. i have a beautiful boy to stare at.