youuuuuuuuuuuu gotta stay positive

[edgeandanxious]

so i get home at four a.m. to find out that my father has had another bad heart attack in the hospital and is now on life support. I guess my reaction wasnt good enough because mt sister and non-sisters are all pissed off at me. im sorry that i am ready for the inevitable and you aren't. i just saw it coming. how am i supposed to react to this? whatever im a fucking asshole i guess.

smoking fucking kills.