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[edge_of_my_seat]

im beginning to think i have a touch of like manic depression.
i dont really think that but its an easy explanation
for why i become affected from things i only assume to be true.

really interesting night with Luke and Nikky.
shits intense.

so i know i was pretty dead set on going to santa cruz next year,
but now im thinking i might stay.
im definitely figuring out who my real friends are here.
they are the loyal ones.

im a jealous person.

and fuck you.

i shot a wedding yesterday. alison helped a ton and relieved a ton of my stress.
the pics are pretty legit. there are like 3.6 gigs though from roughly 6 hours.

im really confused about certain shit and i know whats been making happy
and i know whats been making me feel like crap.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
just let me know.