Aug 08, 2006 14:10
it takes knowledge and intuition to discover just how to burn to the quick.
but i suppose we'll discover how it all plays out. the more i think about it, the more i realize how upset i am. and yet, the more upset i am the more i realize how happy i am. it's funny how things work out, and i'll be proud to say that i laugh at life. just when everything starts going swell, that's when you know that several things are going to crash down around you. and yet, i'm still optimistic in that i never look for that time. i always assume it will be a-ok. and maybe it will be. maybe it will. no, not maybe. it will be ok. i know that for a fact. i also know that there is a time in life for changing, and this is one of those times. change is always interesting. sometimes good, sometimes bad. but we all know that it's there for a reason.
so in this happy ending, though i wish i could wish ill, i wish happiness. it is deserved.
i may be crushed, but i'm not orange.