I wanna be desolved in Hydrochloric acid and have my body changed in to carbon dioxide
Long week. My night job is over though so I'll be able to actually do shit during the week again. I think I'm gonna be quitting the music store soon. It all depends on this other guy at Venture. I should know if I can take his hours on Monday, then I'll give my 2 week notice. I worked today at Krucker's. I love cash jobs that are off the books. I didn't go out last night, or tonight. I couldn't find a damn thing to do. Tomorrow night I'm gonna have to find something to do cuz the weekly Sunday BBQ is on hold this week since everyone has other shit to do. I still have to teach my swim lesson in the early afternoon, but then I'll be on a quest to find something to keep me entertained.
So today I was eating some Ziti and Chicken Parm and I realized that Erica the Intern is one of the nicest people I know. She is by far one of my closest friends, and she's an all around good person. It's really nice to have people like her in your corner.
I've been getting some aweful sleep lately. Tossing and turning and shit. Waking up in the morning dreanced in sweat, but no nightmares or anything. I'm the type of person who can fall asleep anywhere, and lately I can't fall asleep at all. Not even at work. I've done some of my best sleeping while I was on the clock, getting paid and shit. But this week I got nothing, and not for lack of trying. I've been exhausted though at night, and then all day I can't fully function because I'm so damn tired. I just want a good nights sleep for fuck sake. Maybe tonight will be the night.
My Dad got out of the hospital. My sister told my mom he's doing ok. He hasn't been drinking or smoking which is good. Hopefully he can keep that up and avoid another stroke. I haven't spoken to him in almost a week so I'll probably call him tomorrow to see how he's doing. I should try to hang out with him one of these days, but I think I'll need to ease my way into that. It's tough to go from not speaking to someone other than their birthday, fathers day, Thanksgiving and Christmas, to spending time with them just because. I'll start with the phone call but I can't promise anything more than that.
I got a new mixing board 2 weeks ago and I'm yet to test it out. Bought it used so I really wanna fire it up and check everything. Tomorrow might be a good day to do that after my lesson. We'll see what happens.
So today I was eating some Ziti and Chicken Parm and I realized that Erica the Intern is one of the nicest people I know. She is by far one of my closest friends, and she's an all around good person. It's really nice to have people like her in your corner.
I've been getting some aweful sleep lately. Tossing and turning and shit. Waking up in the morning dreanced in sweat, but no nightmares or anything. I'm the type of person who can fall asleep anywhere, and lately I can't fall asleep at all. Not even at work. I've done some of my best sleeping while I was on the clock, getting paid and shit. But this week I got nothing, and not for lack of trying. I've been exhausted though at night, and then all day I can't fully function because I'm so damn tired. I just want a good nights sleep for fuck sake. Maybe tonight will be the night.
My Dad got out of the hospital. My sister told my mom he's doing ok. He hasn't been drinking or smoking which is good. Hopefully he can keep that up and avoid another stroke. I haven't spoken to him in almost a week so I'll probably call him tomorrow to see how he's doing. I should try to hang out with him one of these days, but I think I'll need to ease my way into that. It's tough to go from not speaking to someone other than their birthday, fathers day, Thanksgiving and Christmas, to spending time with them just because. I'll start with the phone call but I can't promise anything more than that.
I got a new mixing board 2 weeks ago and I'm yet to test it out. Bought it used so I really wanna fire it up and check everything. Tomorrow might be a good day to do that after my lesson. We'll see what happens.