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well....this weekend was alright for the most part...i got to my parents house at like 9 something on friday night. didnt do too much though....
saturday i made some plans with alli to go to the diner since i havent been there in such a long time. it ended up being me and gus, craig and alli. it almost felt like high school again, except since i havent been around craig in such a long time, i kinda felt like i didnt know him anymore. but as time went by, things started to feel a little more comfortable. while gus and craig were making their own disgusting drink in a coffee cup that included water,ice,lettuce,chicken(or was it fish? lol), jam, etc......it looked like hell by the time the busboy came around to pick it up. it was hard to keep a straight face and by the time the busboy was halfway gone, we all cracked up. poor guy.....lol anyway, afterwards, we were standing outside by the doors of the diner and the waitress came out twice but i dont know if it was just me, but i seriously thought both times she was going to bitch us out about the mess......lol yeah, im paranoid........that became the end of a saturday night.....
sunday was alright too. me gus and alli ended up going to the new applebees there where the bartenders forgot to charge us for three of our drinks......so we got $15 worth of free drinks.....yippee! hehee i also randomly saw my ex boyfriend from when i was 15. it completely freaked me out and at the same time, made me realize that i need to fuckin stay away from kingston.....i need to fuckin make it on my own and live somewhere fabulous......i cannot come back to kingston.....too much drama..... :/ after being at applebees for awhile, gus drove alli to craig's house. then me and gus went back to my parents house and just slumped around....
monday we headed out at 12pm. and of course, as soon as we got between utica and syracuse, it was snowing like all hell.....but at least it was during the day and not the evening like when we were coming down to kingston....damn, im glad i dont go to school by syracuse.
anyway, tonight i am goin with gus and his family to a restaurant that i hate to celebrate gus's birhtday....i told gus i didnt like this place, but once again, whatever i tell him, i guess he feels like it doesnt realy matter......whatever......i think i give up on trying to tell anyone how i feel......i give more support to people, but less people do the same for me....excluding alli...i think shes the only one that really cares...i just wish we werent miles away from eachother......but who knows, maybe it'll be alright in the future......PLEASE let it be alright in the future........i hate drama, i hate depression, i hate being ignored, i hate being helpless, i hate being away from the ones who really count......
saturday i made some plans with alli to go to the diner since i havent been there in such a long time. it ended up being me and gus, craig and alli. it almost felt like high school again, except since i havent been around craig in such a long time, i kinda felt like i didnt know him anymore. but as time went by, things started to feel a little more comfortable. while gus and craig were making their own disgusting drink in a coffee cup that included water,ice,lettuce,chicken(or was it fish? lol), jam, etc......it looked like hell by the time the busboy came around to pick it up. it was hard to keep a straight face and by the time the busboy was halfway gone, we all cracked up. poor guy.....lol anyway, afterwards, we were standing outside by the doors of the diner and the waitress came out twice but i dont know if it was just me, but i seriously thought both times she was going to bitch us out about the mess......lol yeah, im paranoid........that became the end of a saturday night.....
sunday was alright too. me gus and alli ended up going to the new applebees there where the bartenders forgot to charge us for three of our drinks......so we got $15 worth of free drinks.....yippee! hehee i also randomly saw my ex boyfriend from when i was 15. it completely freaked me out and at the same time, made me realize that i need to fuckin stay away from kingston.....i need to fuckin make it on my own and live somewhere fabulous......i cannot come back to kingston.....too much drama..... :/ after being at applebees for awhile, gus drove alli to craig's house. then me and gus went back to my parents house and just slumped around....
monday we headed out at 12pm. and of course, as soon as we got between utica and syracuse, it was snowing like all hell.....but at least it was during the day and not the evening like when we were coming down to kingston....damn, im glad i dont go to school by syracuse.
anyway, tonight i am goin with gus and his family to a restaurant that i hate to celebrate gus's birhtday....i told gus i didnt like this place, but once again, whatever i tell him, i guess he feels like it doesnt realy matter......whatever......i think i give up on trying to tell anyone how i feel......i give more support to people, but less people do the same for me....excluding alli...i think shes the only one that really cares...i just wish we werent miles away from eachother......but who knows, maybe it'll be alright in the future......PLEASE let it be alright in the future........i hate drama, i hate depression, i hate being ignored, i hate being helpless, i hate being away from the ones who really count......