Pass it on
So get to work this morning to discover my boss has been inviting guitarists to play in my band without asking me first - not realizing that I already have a guitarist and don't need another. This put me in a really bad mood as he's done this before, and this time it's with a guitarist who a) isn't that great and b) is relationally unhealthy. I thought Id got away from this guy once I left Mercy Street and now my boss is trying to bring him over AARRGGHH
So I'm angry and pissed off - and the first song I have to lead in staff worship is 'Come and fill our hearts with Your peace'!!!
So I sorta calm down but then I'm in a meeting this afternoon and this one woman is just driving my crazy and being (in my opinion) to concerned about something and wanting to over-coddle the congregation. She was a Psychiatric Nurse and it seemed to me that she was treating the congregation like a group of sick patients - so I made a joke about it. Not a good move SIGH She got pissed at me. I knew it was the wrong thing as soon as I opened my mouth....dammit!
Now I'm kinda waiting for a) my immediate boss to get out of another meeting so I can process with her and b) for the other woman to calm down so I can call her and apologize.
I get pissed off, I piss others off........the pendulum of life swings again.
So I'm angry and pissed off - and the first song I have to lead in staff worship is 'Come and fill our hearts with Your peace'!!!
So I sorta calm down but then I'm in a meeting this afternoon and this one woman is just driving my crazy and being (in my opinion) to concerned about something and wanting to over-coddle the congregation. She was a Psychiatric Nurse and it seemed to me that she was treating the congregation like a group of sick patients - so I made a joke about it. Not a good move SIGH She got pissed at me. I knew it was the wrong thing as soon as I opened my mouth....dammit!
Now I'm kinda waiting for a) my immediate boss to get out of another meeting so I can process with her and b) for the other woman to calm down so I can call her and apologize.
I get pissed off, I piss others off........the pendulum of life swings again.