Scholarship
So I am seriously sitting here all nerves trying to study but my thoughts are making that a hardship. This is the week we are suppossed to find out scholarship results. In other words, do I get a full ride (all tuition and 1500 each semester) the rest of my college or am I still going to be relying on loans. I'm really nervewracked right now. I'm scared that I did not do well in the interview or that they feel my experience as a birthmother will not be beneficial. Or perhaps I just sucked with answers. The primary thought right now is this: am I going to get the scholarship? I really want to be able to hand my parents a card on Christmas that relieves them of almost all money requirements in my regard. With all the money issues in our family, my prayer is that this will be true. Everytime that I see my yahoo account has mail (my school mail still goes there rather than confuse everyone on campus) my stomach starts to get butterflies...so far though, nothing. The state promised they would let us know before the week is up since everyone will be going home for Christmas. But, I don't know how much longer my nerves can wait! Please, Lord, let me get this scholarship. The work is not perfect, but it wil be a great experience and I know I can help these families help themselves. I want to be there for them. I want to be able to help my own family. I want to have the money to finish college. Please.