Apr 13, 2004 18:06
K...app. some don't think my going out with Aaron is a good idea...I know relationships have risks...all do...but I thought this one was a safe one...Aaron...if u read this...chat time for us...I have to feel better after that last convo...good thing u went to sleep...me...I stayed up watchin Guiding Light, workin on a paper, and chattin and now I'm not so happy cuz since she does know us well...she can't be right...but yet it's bothered me....
Let's see...lost a friend today...didn't mean to ever hurt a friend...those of u that know me know that. I'd never hurt a fly...haha...gotta use cliches. Everyone who walks in my life will always hold a special place in my heart. But I don't want to be looking in the past and seeing what brings me down mentally and emotionally about how I was viewed in the past. I care for people with all my heart...and when I care, I do so with compassion...someone else's pain worries me and I want to fix it...sometimes that's a good thing for me and others a bad...
Basically, I just want it to be my turn to be happy. And I thought that Aaron and I would have a wonderful relationship...boy r u lucky that u went to bed early Aaron! MAH!!!! People get me to worryin...you know how I worry ;) If I could display a talent...worryin would be a great one.
But...I still am so glad that I am so blessed in life. Life is awesome and God is good.
Eme...you're awesome! Thanks for listening to me blubber. And for prom last year ;) It was fun...esp. the waiter's not being generous enough with the bread and chargin for the soups which were included in the meal...stupid rip off people...haha ;) You're great and I miss ya! You always listen to me and give great advice...you're personality is bubbly...and you don't let others change ur opinions...that's good most of the time (cept on the whole Episcopal issue ;)...love u but so don't agree...sorry girlie!) But...we will always have the 3 Musketeers I have no doubt on that one. I hope you get everything u want from life...you deserve it. You're awesome with kids and they love ya for it. Thanks for savin me during the tryin clown costume ties...blood and makeup...not good combos...2 years and 2 problems....not fun at all!! We've had tons of laugh :)
Amanda...U're great girlie! Thanks for listening to my blubbering...even the "I don't want to hear it." Made me laugh!!! I love u and u'll find a guy and not be a nun I promise. I'll never forget the good times with Jenna and u and I...sirens...seatbelts...oh no! Jenna...warning! HAHA! We should tease her for that more often. You are great...you always listen to me and you can make me laugh and smile...and u understand about the whole CAPE issues I have. Makes it great u getting feisty over something that makes me fesity too.
Jenna...you are awesome and I am so very lucky that you are here. First off...you take some of the laughs off me and we can tease each other back and forth. Secondly...you always listen to my blubber no matter how stupid it is. Haha. Thanks for ur patience. Weekends are fun with u...and next year will be awesome 2 ;) You're great girlie and you will also find that awesome guy for u...so the Nunnery of 3 will not exist.
Thanks for always being here for me everyone...you're all awesome. I am so very lucky to have such awesome friends.
aaron,
friends,
jenna,
emily