Frustrated
Time for a rant...I've been thinkin about this ever since Daniel decided to come up there...I feel so angry towards him and his family. He didn't chose to be there for Eden when I was pregnant. His family definitely wasn't. But now, they want to see her and spend time with her...that's a bunch of shit to me. Honestly this is how I feel about it: with them, now I'm out of the way and so they can enjoy her at their conveinenece without me being in the way. I'm not sure why all this anger is creeping up now, but it is. I hate them for the way they treated me while I was pregnant with Eden and now they want to be i and out of her life. And if I know him and his family, that will be what it is: in and out. And that's not fair to anyone and I hate that. She'll begin to remember things in a few more years and I don't want her remembering them in and out. Then she'll just ask more questions about why she wasn't good enough for them to stick around. GRRRR!!! Anyways...enough rant! (for now)