some nights I wish that this all would end...
It was only after I lost it that I wanted it.
But that was almost 3 years ago and my lack of time reversal skills won't change that, nothing will.
All this time spent trying to recreate it, perhaps TPTB wish me to stop and give up. Damn this stubborn will.
I don't want to fight myself for this, that is an emotionally draining, physically maiming road and I'm so not sure I could survive it.
But yet.... Yet.
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But that was almost 3 years ago and my lack of time reversal skills won't change that, nothing will.
All this time spent trying to recreate it, perhaps TPTB wish me to stop and give up. Damn this stubborn will.
I don't want to fight myself for this, that is an emotionally draining, physically maiming road and I'm so not sure I could survive it.
But yet.... Yet.
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