cut my wrists and black my eyes... so i can fall asleep tonight
my birthday is coming up soon. 11 days. i'm not very excited about it. i have no idea what to do, and my parents just told me that they didnt want to give me the only thing that i wanted.. so there you go..
and i feel depressed again... not because of my birthday present let down. thats stupid. This seems to come in seasons or something. Exactly one year ago i was in one of the worst depressions i had ever had, and it was one out of the two that i acted on that depression. oh well..
heres to another year of no improvement...