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today marks the day i have officially lost my best friend in the entire world.
he hasn't died, or moved away, i've just lost him... mentally.
he's changed soo much over the last couple months... i just cant believe it.
it brings so many effing tears to my eyes to know that the person who knows me best, the person who knows me more than my parents, more than my family, down the the core.... doesnt even give a fuck any more.
he doesnt care about himself, me... anything for that matter.
its sad to see several years just go away in a fuckin instant it seems.
I hate this.
but it has to be this way i guess.
he hasn't died, or moved away, i've just lost him... mentally.
he's changed soo much over the last couple months... i just cant believe it.
it brings so many effing tears to my eyes to know that the person who knows me best, the person who knows me more than my parents, more than my family, down the the core.... doesnt even give a fuck any more.
he doesnt care about himself, me... anything for that matter.
its sad to see several years just go away in a fuckin instant it seems.
I hate this.
but it has to be this way i guess.