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[edengonemad]

so i figure its about time for an update
since i havent done it in ages

my life fell apart
so im putting it back together again
i had a talk with my mother
every time i start drinking heavily....i screw up
not just a little screwup
a major one

so that all stops
i emptied all my alcohol
and no plans are made to buy more

and all this time spent sober the past week let me think a lot
and i hate myself
i think this past week has been harder on me than any other time

well
thats all you get
cause i have things to get accomplished today

school starts monday
good lord