Trying...
Trying
written May 29th, 2002
What does it say
If I couldn't love you
The way you wanted me to
And would that change
The way you feel about me
The love that you have within
Did you think I could be scared
I could be terrified inside
And what if I didn't see
Would you say that I was blind
The thoughts that race through your head
Can you put them all aside
Cause what if I'm just tired
of loving...
Can you understand
the way I need to feel
need to brick up my heart
A pessimist inside
Feel the need to hurt
Expecting much too little from you
Much too little from you....
Did you think I could be scared
I'm terrified inside
And just because I don't see
There's no need to call me blind
The thoughts that race through your head
Could you put them all aside
It seems to me that I'm tired
of loving...
Plunking away on a guitar, and crying my eyes out because the lyrics...the beautiful lyrics are so very heartbreaking. I must sound a fool for the most part, crying over my own music. But it's within those times that I feel so deeply connected to my soul, that my world seems to become so intensely clear. And it's beautiful. We are all so beautiful.