Fandom: Final Fantasy VIII
Pairing: Seifer/Squall
Warnings: Squall POV, angst
Chapter: Six
Rating: PG
Summary: Seifer is on the run, and meets his lover only once every few months. For multi-chapter fics, warnings and pairings are chapter specific.
“Quistis?”
Selphie looked shocked and I swung to face the owner of the voice as
well. She was pale and trembling and behind her loomed another
figure.
“Squall,” she
said, softly, meeting my eyes and then hanging her head slightly. “I
got captured. I...”
I could tell. I
almost got pissed off with her, but I knew we all made mistakes. Like
me. Forgetting about walkie talkies was just one of the stupid things
I'd done. I just waited calmly as the person behind her pushed her
forward, his big hands on her shoulders. There was no one I knew as
tall as him.
“Ward,” I said
softly.
He nodded slightly.
He put something into Quistis' hands and pushed her towards us. She
stumbled a little after his strong push and carried the rolled up bit
of paper to me, passing it to me and straightening up, trying to
appear strong. “Read it,” she said, softly.
I unrolled it,
glancing over the typed out lines. It was obvious that this had been
planned. I looked up quickly, thinking about the implications of
that. “Ward, did my father or - ”
He shook his head.
I turned back to the
piece of paper.
I'm sorry about
this, but I can't allow you to free Seifer Almasy. He is the Knight
of a Sorceress, and even if that Sorceress is dead, he is still
dangerous. Particularly because his Sorceress is actually not born
yet.
For the sake of
Esthar, even if Laguna feels he has to indulge you, I have to do
this. I know Laguna won't.
Quistis
touched my shoulder lightly. “What's going on?”
“I
fucked up. I should never have trusted anyone to help me,” I said,
my eyes on Ward. He looked apologetic. But he didn't look as if he
regretted his decision a bit.
Selphie
bounced a little, her nunchaku in her hands, swinging a little with
her movement. “Squall, explain everything!”
I
looked at Ward. Would he let me? He nodded slightly. I looked at
Seifer and found him staring at me, not making any attempt to move,
just staring at me as if he trusted me to do this. He nodded slightly
as well, smiling a little. “Tell them, Squall. We can't get in any
more shit than we already are.”
I
nodded back and turned back to look at Quistis. Irvine and Zell were
quiet, watching me carefully. Everyone's eyes were on me and I hated
it, but I had to tell the truth.
“Seifer
was controlled by Ultimecia. I know none of you believe that... but
it's true. I knew it all along. We were lovers before the war and we
kept on meeting after it, secretly.”
“I
knew about that,” Quistis said, softly. “I had you monitored.”
“Guess
even your carefulness wasn't careful enough, Squally-boy,” Seifer
said, sounding amused and I turned and glared at him.
“Seifer
disappeared. I left Garden to try and find him. I went to Esthar for
help - Kiros and Laguna helped me track him down. I assume that it
wasn't you who captured Seifer, Ward?”
He
shook his head.
“You're
just trying to take advantage of the opportunity to capture him,” I
said, quietly, and I couldn't help but feel disappointed, right to
the core. I had opened up, trusted people, trusted everyone in
Esthar, and one person had made that all meaningless. “You worked
alongside Kiros... you could get hold of all the information.”
He
nodded slightly and Irvine frowned.
“Who
did capture Seifer?”
“A
group of opportunists out to sell him to the highest bidder,” Zell
said, and he sounded even a little indignant. “Right, Squall?”
I
nodded. “Ward won't let me save Seifer because he believes Seifer
is still a threat, or rather, will be again.”
“I'll
never serve that bitch again,” Seifer almost snarls, softly, but
enough to make Selphie flinch. Ward narrowed his eyes slightly, and I
knew that he would never believe that. Or, well, Laguna might be able
to convince him, but no other force on the planet would.
I
lowered my voice. “Quistis, Irvine, Zell, Selphie... are you with
me?”
I
was disinclined to trust anyone else, but not to trust those four
would be like shooting myself in the foot. Pointless, stupid, and
clumsy.
There
was a pause. And then all of them nodded. Ward raised an eyebrow but
we all reacted instantaneously, immediately, as if we had rehearsed
this a thousand times. Zell lunged for Ward, the only one with a hope
of taking him down, and Irvine loaded Exeter, pointing it at Ward as
Zell got him down on the floor. I was with Seifer immediately,
working on getting his legs free. Selphie moved after Zell, swinging
her nunchaku down in an attempt to stun Ward while Zell pinned him.
And Quistis worked on freeing Seifer.
I'd
just freed Seifer and I was just standing, moving towards him as he
reached to take me into his arms, when everything stopped. I heard
Irvine groan and I turned in Seifer's arms, enough to see Ward
holding Exeter, pointed at my back.
“It's
not nice to hit girls!” Selphie glared at him, rubbing her head and
crawling over to Zell. Her nunchaku were on the other side of the
room. Zell was unconscious.
“She's
right. It's not,” another voice said, calm and smooth and
controlled, a voice I knew, and I relaxed into Seifer's arms, feeling
them tighten, burying my face in his shoulder and taking a deep
breath. I smelled smoke on Seifer's clothes and for once I didn't
care. I had missed him, and now I had him, and things would come out
okay.
“Ward...
what are you doing?”
It
was Laguna and Kiros and a whole squad of soldiers.
“We
followed you. You... betrayed us,” Kiros said, softly, and I heard
the same disillusionment in his voice that I'd felt.
“My
son loves Seifer,” Laguna said, quietly. “I'm willing to
give him the benefit of the doubt. I trust in Squall's judgement.”
Ward
stared at Laguna, and then at Kiros, and then at me and Seifer, and
Seifer held me close and tight, the embrace I'd been wanting for
months. I was almost holding my breath.
Ward
lowered the gun.