really i should be paying more attention to the road while i'm driving.....but i can't help it!!
i think sometimes.....NOT all the time...people take me for granted....maybe not for granted...but maybe they don't appreciate me???
i dunno...i think of myself as a really nice person...i gladly do things for my friends no problem..i may raise a stink about it from time to time (really common who doesn't) but in the long run...if my friends need something and i can do it...its done...
what'd be nice sometimes...is some understanding...and a "hey edel thanks"
but my friends aren't what is bugging me right now....at this moment...
chickee poo at work quit today....so where does that leave me?? working tomorrow nite (my usual day off) thats where.....its not so much that i don't want to work...i just hate working at nite...its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boring....and if laura doesn't find someone to replace chickee poo does that mean that i'm screwed into working nights again?? fucking better not....but if laura asks me to work at night?? will i say ok?? yeah probably.......why u ask? cuz i suck at saying no.... i know exactlly how its gonna go about...
laura: its only temporary but would be able to close during the week?? just until i find someone else...
me : uhhh.....yeah i guess so...(meanwhile i'd really like to say "fukk no biatch find someone else to close ur damn store..i ain't doing it")
laura: thanks you soooo much...
now i don't know if thats necessarily taking me for granted....cuz really if i have a problem with something i should be able to say so right??? right.
i think i'm more of a pushover...
situations like this only drive me to find a better job.....dammit gotta keep looking...
maybe i should just goto sleep.....too much thinking makes me sleepy :P
i dunno...i think of myself as a really nice person...i gladly do things for my friends no problem..i may raise a stink about it from time to time (really common who doesn't) but in the long run...if my friends need something and i can do it...its done...
what'd be nice sometimes...is some understanding...and a "hey edel thanks"
but my friends aren't what is bugging me right now....at this moment...
chickee poo at work quit today....so where does that leave me?? working tomorrow nite (my usual day off) thats where.....its not so much that i don't want to work...i just hate working at nite...its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boring....and if laura doesn't find someone to replace chickee poo does that mean that i'm screwed into working nights again?? fucking better not....but if laura asks me to work at night?? will i say ok?? yeah probably.......why u ask? cuz i suck at saying no.... i know exactlly how its gonna go about...
laura: its only temporary but would be able to close during the week?? just until i find someone else...
me : uhhh.....yeah i guess so...(meanwhile i'd really like to say "fukk no biatch find someone else to close ur damn store..i ain't doing it")
laura: thanks you soooo much...
now i don't know if thats necessarily taking me for granted....cuz really if i have a problem with something i should be able to say so right??? right.
i think i'm more of a pushover...
situations like this only drive me to find a better job.....dammit gotta keep looking...
maybe i should just goto sleep.....too much thinking makes me sleepy :P