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Yesterday was one of the happiest days I can remember in a long time. Fun in the sun with my awesome friends. No worries, no work, I barely even thought about Shawn. Watched Mean Girls with Melissa and ate ice cream. Yeah, we's bitches. Last night, though, was a different story. I had a dream that Shawn and I were talking about our breakup, and he was doing nothing but aggravating me and making me feel desperate (just like real life...) I need someone in my life to fill that void, not a boyfriend, but I need someone to care about. I need someone to love. Someone to distract me.