Waiting for Jason [jasonlocke
Eddie kicked another rock across the dusty road. He'd been sitting and then standing and then sitting and then standing at the roadside where the driveway for the farm began, waiting for Jason all morning. Not that Jason was later, Eddie had just been so distracted that the guys had told him to stop getting in their way
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Jason looked at the plastic eyes of the beanie squirrel sitting upon the dash board. He gone to three separate toy stores looking for one, or something, but when he saw this little trinket he knew that it was perfect. It was large enough that Eddie could toss it in his hands to relax if he didn't feel like holding a baseball, and small enough to hide if he was embarrassed by it. Fish and squirrels had become the animal icon's of their relationship and Jason was not ashamed of either.
He had been able to sleep the night before, his jaunt to St. Louis with Colt successful and Liadan's company had helped ease the edge off of his excitement. No matter what he had done, how much he had lived, who he had met, that was before. The distinction was blaring and could not be ignored: there was life with Eddie and life without him. Everything without him was dimmed, surreal and yet life WITH Eddie?
Jason glanced at the directions Chuck had faxed to him upon Eddie's request. He had them memorized but the the presence of the sheet was comforting. If Chuck had omitted an important point, Jason had someone to blame for the disaster. However there had been no deception as Jason pulled up to the gate clearly marked with the farm and rehab center's moniker. He shifted in the seat, his jeans, nice pull over cotton shirt feeling ridiculous to him; he was accustomed to his suits now. With Eddie gone the only thing he had worn besides his work uniform was baseball tee shirt baring Eddie's team logo.
Well, he was here now and -what the fuck? Jason could have sworn he just passed Eddie on the road. Breaking hard he backed up, not even waiting for the dust to settle around the tires to clear his view so he could make visual identification. It didn't matter, if he was hallucinating then so be it: what a fucking grand hallucination to have. Jason stopped the car and rolled down the passenger window.
"S'cuse me, don't I know you?"
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Eddie grinned and stood up, walking over to lean in the window. The nervousness he felt was overshadowed for the moment by pure relief at just seeing Jason again. He never thought he'd miss someone as much at that. He wanted to pull Jason out of the car, out of sight of everything and have him all to himself. "Hello, stranger. I think we've met once or twice."
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"Yank, I love you..."
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"I love you." Another kiss. "Love you." Again, softer. "Love you."
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"Didn't name it, but I thought, he'd help." Jason held out the toy to Eddie and met his gaze. "Is it okay?" Jason just wanted to press his body against Eddie's and feel whole one again.
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He was different? Eddie hoped that difference was a good thing, was him going in the right direction. "Not too different, I hope."
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Jason kissed Eddie once more with less desperation. "Do I have t'take y'to the main house yet? Or can we park the car and use it t'block us from on lookers while we get reacquainted?"
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"We don't have to do anything we don't want to or go anywhere." Eddie was doing his best to get as close as he could to Jason within the confines of the car. It was too damn tricky. "But I reckon you should definitely park the car so we can get a bit more space."
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Jason got out of the car and popped the trunk, he took out a blanket and a tube of lubrication which he took great delight in waggling at Eddie. He spread the blanket out beside the car and drug Eddie forward in to kiss him. "Naked, now, you and me. Miss y'Baby. I want you so much. Do you want me inside you first, or need to be inside of me?" Jason stroked Eddie's hair and latched his mouth on to Eddie's throat. "I want to please you, just tell me what y'want."
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Out there in the open air, with the sun shining down, Jason looked almost golden. Eddie was certain he'd look even better naked. He pulled off his own shirt, tugging Jason's off over his head.
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Jason all but tackled Eddie and drug him to the blanket kissing him and grappling with lubrication. He squeezed the tube to hard and a bunch of the clear syrup glopped out onto his hand. Jason wasted no time with pressing his slick fingers in between Eddie's ass cheeks and seeking out his hole. The sensations were almost too much for him to endure but Jason couldn't stop now; not ever: the world could collapse in and back on itself and Jason would still be awed by Eddie's kiss.
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"Jason...please..." he breathed the words out, closing his eyes and biting his lip when Jason's fingers brushed against his prostate again and again. "Please."
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Jason breathed into Eddie's mouth and kissed him, his hand fumbling as he aligned his cock. He could feel Eddie hitch his hips up and pull his legs up and back. Eddie wanted this as much as Jason did and the thought made Jason's heart beat race.
With a moan Jason pushed forward into Eddie and severed their kiss with a moan of content. Breath heaving he pressed his face against his boyfriend's and panted in his ear. "Loveyousomuch, loveyousomuch, Baby."
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Eddie wrapped his legs around Jason and kissed a passionate path along his jaw, squeezing his muscles around Jason's cock. "Want to feel this, feel you, until I come home."
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Perspiration began to bead upon Jason's flesh, the sunlight baring down upon them, a slight heated breeze passing over them every few seconds as Jason continued to thrust and ride Eddie. It had been too long since they had made love, too long since they had been 'home' as Eddie put it. Nothing mattered now that he was with Eddie; nothing; not any of his sleepless nights, not his tears, not his longing, not his anger, nothing: Nothing but Eddie.
Jason could feel the release building in the base of his spine spiking through him and shattering him into a million bliss filled pieces. Jason nearly choked on his moan, cried out Eddie's name followed by an unintelligible groan of ecstasy. Jason collapsed onto Eddie, clinging to him and panting as tears wet his cheeks.
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He'd missed this so much, just have Jason there. Eddie'd do anything, do everything, as long as he didn't have to go without Jason again. That was why he'd stay clean this time. He had a reason, someone to be better for.
As Jason came, Eddie bit his lip and kept his own moans silent so he could hear Jason crying out. Hiw own orgasm washed over him, drowning him, and he lapsed against the ground, holding onto Jason as he shuddered. He stayed that way as they both wallowed in the afterglow. Finally he broke the silence, murmuring in his low drawl, "When I come home, back to you, I'm never going to leave you ever again."
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