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So I havent updated this thing a in quite some time but since I am bored/have no journal currently/have no one to talk to online or on the phone at the moment I decided what the hell. Life lately has been more than weird. Lots of things are changing and Ive decided to be one of them. I am excited for the summer and doing nothing for as long as possible. During the school year I developed what I am now considering a bad habit of not being able to just DO nothing. So now that I am given this oppertunity to do nothing I am going to take advatage of it to the fullest for as long as possible. I do really want a job though so that I will be doing something, but that will come in due time. Today I interviewed at Urban Outfitters and Monday I did at American Apparel. I hope to god that I get either of these jobs because they are probably the two places I would like to work most. Weird. I want to have a meaningless job at a retail store where I can make damn good use of the discount and I feel no shame. I want to be more outgoing and carefree. I developed what I at first also considered a bad habit but no dont really care of smoking a few cloves per day. I dont really feel addicted to them or anything like that, but they provide a nice little feeling for a short period of time. I like the ability to sit on the fire escape and be alone to my thoughts with what I consider to be the lovely taste in my mouth. While some think this is stupid and gross Ive decided to just not care. I hate the people that need to take breaks to go outside and smoke, I dont consider myself one of them in any way, but sometimes its just kind of lovely. I also dont really feel as though it is all that bad for me. Its the summer and I can do what I want. Ill surely have less time for these leisurely (sp???) activities during the school year or maybe not but who cares. Im 19 and will do as I please. I am currently debating the idea of starting a new paragraph or just making one really big one. Well there's my answer. I am listening to Jewel right now whom I havent really listened listened to and am rather enjoying it. Tomorrow I will hopefully awake at a decent hour (I dont plan to stay up too much later this evening) and maybe take a walk to Brooklyn Heights. I would like to purchase a journal to write some thoughts down in. Something small enough to carry around reguarly. Who knows. I have to do some research for my New Orleans class and I dont know exactly what I am going to focus on, but last time I looked up appropriate plants for the area that will be good for large amounts of water and I found it all to be fairly interesting so maybe I will continue with that. I really enjoy this class however intimidating it is since Im not a planning major and its all graduates, save Joe and myself. I intended to go to the gym every day this week but have yet to go once. Im not too worried about it. When I get fat Ill make more of an effort, but until that day I will go when I feel like it. I am slightly repulsed at the thought of having any sort of schedule right now. It is really nice outside. The window is open and the breeze feels good. I got my teeth cleaned last week and have been flossing ever since. I kind of love it. My lips are chap but Im not sure where my chapstick is and they arent chap enough for me to really need to look for it so I think I am going to wait on that. It is kind of dark in here and the screen is really bright. In two weeks I will be in my own apartment and this excites me to no end but is also kind of scary at the same time. I think it will be ok and great though. Id like to attend a concert or two this summer. Something small and midly underground that is as far away from the garden as possible. How is that even a concert. I dont really know the words to this song but its kind of ok. Kind of. I took a new facebook and myspace picture this evening. I cant decide if I like it or not but it was time for an update. I cant wait for my hair to be long and am sick of dealing with the reprecussions of shaving it. Life. Tonight I watched top chef and Harold won. I am glad. I had two frappuchinos today. They were both quite excellent and necessary. I had to get out of my cab and run to my interview. I like running. Maybe I will go for a run tomorrow. I need to be doing that more often. So I definately need that chap stick before I go to sleep. I saw the Dav. Cod. (hah) movie the other night and it was ok. Read the book before seeing it. It is much better and you wont be sorry. I enjoy that it makes people question things. More movies should do that, however trendy they are. Its too bad the book didnt bring as much of this buzz. Go America with its literate public. The movie was dumbed down and Tom Hanks is not who I pictured for the role. Niether is the Lord of the Rings guy. That with conclude my comments on that. I kind of wish I was taking a more lax class like painting or something cool like that that I could just do. Not involving a computer at all. But what are you going to do. I bought pink short shorts today and wore the as soon as I got home. I really like them. Pink is nice. I wonder if there are still ColdPlay lyrics on my lj page. Hahhaa. I think I might still like that there are if they are still there. Im not reading anything at the moment and feel that maybe I should be. I was rereading the Great Gatsby and it was fine and dandy for a while but I guess that I stopped once finals started approaching. Whatever. I bought a Sherlock Holmes book to read but its in a box somewhere. It is short so I will jump on that for sure after the move. The store in the Heights has really cheap used books, maybe I could pick one up tomorrow. I need to remember to pay the electric bill tomorrow before I go home. I like that I am just rambling my thoughts. If anyone has read this far they should be commenting because I want to know. Please reference the line. But not if you were only skimming. That just doesnt count. You are missing important life-altering tidbits hahaa. YEA. Sometimes Jewel just gets too into it and should cool off. I think that she makes weird faces when she sings, I cannot remember. I should go to sleep Im tired. Night!
<3 Eddie
<3 Eddie