updating and remembering to update
I'm really going to try to keep this updated, at least once a week ;) with whatever is in my head at the moment.
Right now I'm lying her thinking ït's been a good day". I haven't forgotten to take to many pills today and when I did (forget) the nausea wasn't to bad.I wonder if that means addiction is rearing it's ugly head? I mean it's only methadone and fentynal with a vicodan back up :) 3x a day. It's not like HEROIN or something is it? I know I'm being a snot ......but it feels sooooooo good.
I feel like bitching right now, but it only makes me feel worse.
So I will just kind of start this journal again with something short.
Writing this out feels good?bleccchhhhh.
Right now I'm lying her thinking ït's been a good day". I haven't forgotten to take to many pills today and when I did (forget) the nausea wasn't to bad.I wonder if that means addiction is rearing it's ugly head? I mean it's only methadone and fentynal with a vicodan back up :) 3x a day. It's not like HEROIN or something is it? I know I'm being a snot ......but it feels sooooooo good.
I feel like bitching right now, but it only makes me feel worse.
So I will just kind of start this journal again with something short.
Writing this out feels good?bleccchhhhh.