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Please, someone help me. I want to not care about this but for some reason I do care. It's always 'them'. It's an unhealthy attachment, this I am fully aware of. This interest only clouds me. I want to go back to trademark cooling out mode. I'm not there. I need something to occupy me. I'll read this later and not like it. Right now it feels necessary. Even in an unsure frame of mind, I still know this requires ambiguity. For my own sake. Segments and stray words. Sounds like me right now.