Miserable... Depressed... Ugh

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So i have been noticing latly that I am really emotional in the morning
and by relaly emotional I mean I have been crying alot every morning.

I am jsut so sad and don't know what i am doing with my life
I am back to working retail since i am home,
I have been worknig retail since I was 16!
I am 22 now, I dont know what I am suppose to be doing.

A friend the other day asked me what my goals were
and I honestly thought about it
and could not think of 1 damn goal for myself.
I am just so depressed

I have a lump in my other boob now, so I am going to the doctors Friday
while I am there I am going to see if i can get some anti-depressants or something.
I can't sleep, I cry, I wake up, I cry, I think about life, I cry.
Leave work 4 hours early due to me crying during my whole shift.
Last year i was the most happiest i had ever been in my life, now it's totally opposite.
I hate this.