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been feeling kinda lonely lately, even though i've been keeping kinda busy. just been doing a lot of thinking lately, don't like where i'm at with my life. i like who i am but not what i am. i'm gonna go to BCC probably this week to fill out an application for the fall classes. i feel like i'm at a stalement in life. and i see everyone around me having boyfriends/girlfriends, some people i know are married, my older bro engaged, my twin in a long term relationship. i want love.