i

[ed_w]

am laying in bed
thinking
these are times that are supposed to be
the best
but i think i have grown into the adult world to fast
im not worried about having fun
im worried about a pay check
and bills
im not sure when i matured
and grew
up
most people do notice
some dont
i have no contact with my old life
elwood doesnt exist
my family does not care
my friends do not care
i live day to day with my girl
her friends
andrei
and my co workers
its a very boring life
dont rush things
if you have chances take them
dont live in complaint
if you dont like something
change it
you control your destiny
god is love

ben there