JUST IMAGINE IF EVERYTHING WENT YOUR WAY!
It feels like today was the day I had been hoping for for the last long while. First off the day started early. My step-mom called and kicked me in the ass and said to find a job, well I did. I had an interview 2 hours later and they hired me on the spot and I start TOMORROW! YES!!!! It kind of sucks because it's just pizza hut but hey money is money and hopefully I'll just be there this summer and find a really good job I want to keep all year. Anyway then my parents invited my sis, her bf and I to dinner tonight. Well my sis just recently told her bf that she was going to get a place of her own etc thus he decides I can't handle this and they are now seperated. I think this is the end for them but I think they weren't right for eachother. Well he didn't come to dinner but my sis and I did. I think my sister is going to stay at home with me and my parents for a while or at least until she can get back on her feet. I'm so happy because my sister has been working way hard and she deserves this chance to get back on her feet and go to school and make something of her life. So things went really well, but on the way home I had realized that I never appologized to my sis about everything that I had done and all the trouble I had caused. Well now's were I feel like a terrible person. I had based all my problems on my sister and told my real mom that she was a bad influence on my hoping that anything I said to my mother would be between us. Well I found out that ANYTHING I tell my mother she can't keep her mouth shut. She told my sis and my sis told me that she knew what I had said. There was nothing but silence the rest of the trip home. What can I do she's my mother. The one thing I know is that I'll never confide in her ever again. Other than that I think today was a really great day. Everything is how I wanted it to be for the good of everyone.