g-d, i love xmas
so i'm walking on campus, with my newest and most-loved appendage - my ipod.
i recently got "christmas with the rat pack" (thx kat), and am still in the process of loading up my baby with xmas mp3s.
- oh, if you've got good ones, send 'em to me via aim! -
anyway, sammy davis jr's rendition of "the christmas song" came on... probably my most favorite rendition now, and i could NOT STOP SMILING. a lot of you know how i look when i smile, but very few of you have actually seen me UNCONTROLLABLY smile. if you're wondering if you have, then you haven't.
(think watermelon picnic, and select moments when no one's looking and i'm randomly turning my head; that's me avoiding eye contact!)
i went through all my pictures, but sadly i couldn't find an example. it's a lot like my lj icon.
so if you can imagine it, you can understand how incredibly stupid i looked. i thought to my self
"what the fuck?! am i 6 years old,
getting giddy of holiday cheer?!"
...
"yes. yes, i am"
so i started to turn red, slightly embarassed by my child-like glee, but more so embarassed that at this age, with this hair, i just looked like a really crazy person. trying to hold back, i bite my lip so deep into my mouth to the point where i am practically gnawing on it.
then sammy sings "from kids from 1 to 92" and i just let it go, and smile like an idiot.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR almost EVERYONE TO COME HOME. fuck you, japan
if you cant tell, i have another paper due :x
but luckily, this one is about me and "how i live a good life." it can't be THAT hard, considering how often i attempt to justify why i live the way i do, here on livejournal (and what better place to do it, than the homepage for teenage angst?)
i recently got "christmas with the rat pack" (thx kat), and am still in the process of loading up my baby with xmas mp3s.
- oh, if you've got good ones, send 'em to me via aim! -
anyway, sammy davis jr's rendition of "the christmas song" came on... probably my most favorite rendition now, and i could NOT STOP SMILING. a lot of you know how i look when i smile, but very few of you have actually seen me UNCONTROLLABLY smile. if you're wondering if you have, then you haven't.
(think watermelon picnic, and select moments when no one's looking and i'm randomly turning my head; that's me avoiding eye contact!)
i went through all my pictures, but sadly i couldn't find an example. it's a lot like my lj icon.
so if you can imagine it, you can understand how incredibly stupid i looked. i thought to my self
"what the fuck?! am i 6 years old,
getting giddy of holiday cheer?!"
...
"yes. yes, i am"
so i started to turn red, slightly embarassed by my child-like glee, but more so embarassed that at this age, with this hair, i just looked like a really crazy person. trying to hold back, i bite my lip so deep into my mouth to the point where i am practically gnawing on it.
then sammy sings "from kids from 1 to 92" and i just let it go, and smile like an idiot.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR almost EVERYONE TO COME HOME. fuck you, japan
if you cant tell, i have another paper due :x
but luckily, this one is about me and "how i live a good life." it can't be THAT hard, considering how often i attempt to justify why i live the way i do, here on livejournal (and what better place to do it, than the homepage for teenage angst?)