Epiphany!
I finally realized what Twitter is for! Idiots like me who suffer from insomnia time to time with the incredible urge to spam! Urgh, this is awful >.>. Damn Hoshino, and DGM, and all that angst. I was only craving a liiittle bit from around when Allen lost his innocence (not to mention, I'd forgotten so much of what transpired. I feel so awful about it....), but now I'm in my "Feel like shit, can't sleep, too much angst" moods....Why do I torture myself like this and go on my "Lets find depressing things so I can cry/feel bad from it" spree, seriously....
In other news, school will be starting up soon (the 4th), though my government project remains untouched lol. Really should work on not procrastinating everyday, as opposed to whenever I feel like it xD. Maybe I'll tack that on as one of my assuredly many New Year's resolutions. Along with getting a part-time job soon, as in not waiting until summer, because that's just ridiculous. Gotta break my love of spending money/hate of spending money mentality (lol I'm the very essense of "contradictory") quickly before Real College with a dorm and new lifestyle happens, fo sho :< .
Toootally unrelated, but I can't stop feeling bad for dumping on my plan to see An Cafe play at the Budokan, even though I'd have to ditch school for it. Maybe it's because of Miku, I've been thinking a lot about him since he started being all emo and erratic about things :/ . Haha, it doesn't make much sense, but I feel like in not going I'm somehow offending him, therefore making him feel worse. Like, "Everyone, especially Miku, gets so much energy from fan support. Even knowing this, you're not going to watch their dream come true?" Just stupid stuff like that xD.