This is what I want, more than anything in the world
Even though I read about An Cafe performing at the Budokan (the freaking Budokan, whoazzah!), it took until just around an hour ago for it to finally sink in.
AN CAFE
AT BUDOKAN
AFTER HOWEVER MANY YEARS ITS BEEN THAT I DON'T REMEMBER AND SHOULD REMEMBER WHEN THEY DECIDED THEY'D LOVE TO PLAY THERE.
HOLY SHIT, HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLY SHIT.
Even if I'm a world apart, I must go. It is a must. I've not gone to a single live of theirs for years, and all that time I've supported them in spirit, thinking "Aaah, I'll bet that was so great~ ;_;" whenever I'd hear about people talking about an An Cafe live they attended, but not this time. Even if it means that I can't spend money on anything (except gas money and all, I'd have to pay for that), even if the idea of not being able to buy anime merch is painful (and I'll bet especially painful for the industry, sorry...)......
I must save up for this. I wanna be able to share in the moment when they finally are able to make their dream a reality; I love this band too much.
....Is what I want to convey in a letter I wanna send them congratulating them and all (^_^;). Lol Aren't I the sappy one. Hehehe, but no I wanna send one. Like, this week, I'm so damn excited, I can't even believe it. Although that's not really an excuse enough for when I spaced out for a bit and nearly hit someone...>.< It was bound to happen, I'm too much of a daydreamer to not get into a near-accident. Still though omg omg omg omg how am I going to save up for thiiiiiis? I mean, yeah, I'll have a job n' all, but traveling overseas isn't exactly all that easy. The Euro-trip (in a few weeks, weeeeeee!) was almost $3500 w/o counting food expenses and crap, so...
Oh shit, there's that too...If you're going to be 18 (B-day's just on the 30th of Jan. xD)...no wait, I suppose the real question is "Who the hell am I going to fly over with?". I don't even know if I could do it on my own because of my age, do they, oh but no, wait, I think a friend of mine did that once, aaaah but I think her and her brother had a relative meet up with them, so I think that's a whole different story. Craaaap, I don't wanna go it alone, but I know no one else I know would wanna go, hmmmmm. Hmmmmm. Too much to think about near midnight, screw it.
Maybe if I could DRINK that sonofabitch dark chocolate frappachino stuff, that is if the lid wasn't being a total BASTARD and refusing to freaking come off, maybe then I could, haha but then I'm already pretty hyped up from it, gosh that stuff is amazing. The normal mocha I usually drink doesn't do crap to me, but then I drink the dark chocolate version and I'm all whooooosh.
Ummmmm, so anyways I'm watching this show on obesity, and you know how Japanese people like to avoid reality or find a comfort zone through idols, anime, whatever-floats-their-boat? I'll bet eating is how Americans find comfort, I mean you hear a lot how people who are really large eat because it makes them feel good, so why not? Ehehe, what a great way to end a spazzy post, not :D.
AN CAFE
AT BUDOKAN
AFTER HOWEVER MANY YEARS ITS BEEN THAT I DON'T REMEMBER AND SHOULD REMEMBER WHEN THEY DECIDED THEY'D LOVE TO PLAY THERE.
HOLY SHIT, HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLY SHIT.
Even if I'm a world apart, I must go. It is a must. I've not gone to a single live of theirs for years, and all that time I've supported them in spirit, thinking "Aaah, I'll bet that was so great~ ;_;" whenever I'd hear about people talking about an An Cafe live they attended, but not this time. Even if it means that I can't spend money on anything (except gas money and all, I'd have to pay for that), even if the idea of not being able to buy anime merch is painful (and I'll bet especially painful for the industry, sorry...)......
I must save up for this. I wanna be able to share in the moment when they finally are able to make their dream a reality; I love this band too much.
....Is what I want to convey in a letter I wanna send them congratulating them and all (^_^;). Lol Aren't I the sappy one. Hehehe, but no I wanna send one. Like, this week, I'm so damn excited, I can't even believe it. Although that's not really an excuse enough for when I spaced out for a bit and nearly hit someone...>.< It was bound to happen, I'm too much of a daydreamer to not get into a near-accident. Still though omg omg omg omg how am I going to save up for thiiiiiis? I mean, yeah, I'll have a job n' all, but traveling overseas isn't exactly all that easy. The Euro-trip (in a few weeks, weeeeeee!) was almost $3500 w/o counting food expenses and crap, so...
Oh shit, there's that too...If you're going to be 18 (B-day's just on the 30th of Jan. xD)...no wait, I suppose the real question is "Who the hell am I going to fly over with?". I don't even know if I could do it on my own because of my age, do they, oh but no, wait, I think a friend of mine did that once, aaaah but I think her and her brother had a relative meet up with them, so I think that's a whole different story. Craaaap, I don't wanna go it alone, but I know no one else I know would wanna go, hmmmmm. Hmmmmm. Too much to think about near midnight, screw it.
Maybe if I could DRINK that sonofabitch dark chocolate frappachino stuff, that is if the lid wasn't being a total BASTARD and refusing to freaking come off, maybe then I could, haha but then I'm already pretty hyped up from it, gosh that stuff is amazing. The normal mocha I usually drink doesn't do crap to me, but then I drink the dark chocolate version and I'm all whooooosh.
Ummmmm, so anyways I'm watching this show on obesity, and you know how Japanese people like to avoid reality or find a comfort zone through idols, anime, whatever-floats-their-boat? I'll bet eating is how Americans find comfort, I mean you hear a lot how people who are really large eat because it makes them feel good, so why not? Ehehe, what a great way to end a spazzy post, not :D.