Turning Away

[ecyojn]

I don't know why I'm afraid of turning away. If 3 years ago I wanted to run away from you, then 3 years later, now, I shouldn't find running away difficult. But I think I know why. I cannot bear to turn away from you now. It just fucking hurts.

But then again, seeing you with someone else hurts more. So for once, I'll brave myself again to turn away.
It's not easy, but it's a necessity.