Oct 12, 2011 22:52
You want me to be there always, but only as friends. What happens then when you've one day found someone to love? Where do I go then? What becomes of me? You want me to stand aside, watching you give your heart to someone else, but you tell me you'll never want a companionship or relationship, because it is too hard for you.
But then again, I guess the answer was already in your request. We'll never be anything more than friends, and once again, I'm left to soothe my own heart. It hurts, it really does. So so badly.