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GOOD NEWS
-this past week and weekend has been dare i say it CRAZY
-me and kenn are friends again thanks to Bo and angel
-my old friend angel (we've been friends for 12 years now) came and visited me from Thursday to sunday
-realized how old i actually am
-And been struggling silently for a week with the fact that there was a tiny chance of loosing one of my nieces........
-well last month some doctors found a tumor under my niece sabrina's ear and found that they had to do surgery to get it out because it was sitting on 3 vital nerves that control different parts of her face. well if you have met sabrina you know that we don't get along and i think she is a 13 year old brat that needs to listen but it doesn't stop the fact that i love her. i have been worrying about the news because there is always that slightest chance that when she goes under the anesthetic that she might not wake up or that a nerve may cause her face to not look the same. well today at appox 12:30 pm they started her surgery at st johns hospital in harper woods and where was i? somewhere on i94 running late because no one remembered to wake me up. when i got there i went to the chapel in the hospital and sat with my weeping mom and worried sister and brother-in-law. i once again had to be the rock for my mom yet when she was praying i got to sneak a couple tears in. all i could think was GOD PLEASE DONT TAKE HER SHE'S JUST A BABY, TAKE ME INSTEAD!!!...because just two days ago i was watching an old home video when i was turning 6 and there she was 3 years old singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DIANDRA in this cute baby voice and i just started tearing up. i hardly EVER tell her i love you and i just felt like a horrible person.. then i was in the waiting room for almost 3 hours waiting for the verdict and my sister was a wreck so yeah. the doctor comes out from surgery and tells us SHE'S DOING BETTER THEN EXPECTED and my sister and brother-in-law started crying and every thing was fine in the world. my niece was fine and was going to be able to go home today.
~right after surgery...
^-sabrina's crying cause she missed my mom(her grandma) and thats my mom lol
^-coughing ...
^-her face still puffy after surgery
~at home...
^-still tired and mad at me cause i am taking to long to take the picture
^-happy
^-happy to finally get to eat
^-my nieces sabrina and bianca taking a picture while my last niece alyssa is sleeping
so at home i helped her to lay down and rest and tomorrow i am going to be a squeezed hand for when she gets the drainage tube is removed.
so yeah thats all for now