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yeah so dan...
is amazingly...amazing in the way that he is ridiculous.
he claims he isnt a guy who breaks up with a girl over lack of anything sexual or too much of it in a relationship...yet one of the first lines that he said after he told me he was thinking aobut things was..."you know im a very sexual guy". okay...it hasnt even been 2 weeks. im not here to shake his penis, im here to get to know the kid and yes, there will be physical aspects, as well, obviously.
he picks me up from prom at 4 am...go to his house and innocently fall asleep next to each other. wake up to little kisses and hugs and it was fine...everything was going good. then he looked pensive and BAM...he doesnt think that our relationship is going anywhere.
how can you tell? 2 weeks isn't giving any one a chance. lets be real here.
he claims its not about sex...yet he mentioned it right away. he triiiied to mention distance being a factor, when he always offers to come see me, even though i ask him if hes sure EVERYTIME. he says im amazing, says hes so lucky, yet he drops me on my ass the first minute he sees an opportunity to.
i care about him. i obviously didnt love him, i just liked him.
the thing that gets me is how much of an ignorant, naive, and ridiculous person he is. we both know why he didnt want to "be with me"...yet we both put on this childlike act like it wasnt.
let me tell you...i had never been so excited to come home in my life. the ride home was a painful stillness that we all know as the "awkward silence". it definitely was silent. maybe awkward for him because he knew i could see right through his excuses. he asked for a hug. all i said was, a hug wont make anything better or different, to me, its just a sympathetic approach to make you feel better about your choice. i told him as i was hugging him goodbye that he didnt give me a chance and that he should remember that.
ill be fine. its just so damn frustrating. i know its not my fault, deep down, but i keep trying these different guys, thinking its maybe the guys i go after, but it ends up the same, where i get some petty sympathy excuse.
people need to grow up, grow some balls [[tell me if he didnt like me or if something was bothering him right then and there instead of leading me on]], and learn how to respect.
is amazingly...amazing in the way that he is ridiculous.
he claims he isnt a guy who breaks up with a girl over lack of anything sexual or too much of it in a relationship...yet one of the first lines that he said after he told me he was thinking aobut things was..."you know im a very sexual guy". okay...it hasnt even been 2 weeks. im not here to shake his penis, im here to get to know the kid and yes, there will be physical aspects, as well, obviously.
he picks me up from prom at 4 am...go to his house and innocently fall asleep next to each other. wake up to little kisses and hugs and it was fine...everything was going good. then he looked pensive and BAM...he doesnt think that our relationship is going anywhere.
how can you tell? 2 weeks isn't giving any one a chance. lets be real here.
he claims its not about sex...yet he mentioned it right away. he triiiied to mention distance being a factor, when he always offers to come see me, even though i ask him if hes sure EVERYTIME. he says im amazing, says hes so lucky, yet he drops me on my ass the first minute he sees an opportunity to.
i care about him. i obviously didnt love him, i just liked him.
the thing that gets me is how much of an ignorant, naive, and ridiculous person he is. we both know why he didnt want to "be with me"...yet we both put on this childlike act like it wasnt.
let me tell you...i had never been so excited to come home in my life. the ride home was a painful stillness that we all know as the "awkward silence". it definitely was silent. maybe awkward for him because he knew i could see right through his excuses. he asked for a hug. all i said was, a hug wont make anything better or different, to me, its just a sympathetic approach to make you feel better about your choice. i told him as i was hugging him goodbye that he didnt give me a chance and that he should remember that.
ill be fine. its just so damn frustrating. i know its not my fault, deep down, but i keep trying these different guys, thinking its maybe the guys i go after, but it ends up the same, where i get some petty sympathy excuse.
people need to grow up, grow some balls [[tell me if he didnt like me or if something was bothering him right then and there instead of leading me on]], and learn how to respect.