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Tiffany, my friend, is making me an 80s mix from movie soundtracks, mainly. I'm so extremely excited. I heard a remake of "Don't You Forget About Me" today in a store. My mom and I were freaking out and singing along to it.
We also went to Bloomington. I love it there. It makes me happy. I feel content and comfortable and just...I don't know how to explain it. When we got back home I just got sad. I don't like it here. I don't have that feeling of happiness usually here. It makes me sad and angry and frustrated when I think about it because I still have to stay here for another three years. My brother got accepted to IU though. He's so excited. At least that means that we'll go up there more often to visit him.
I also realized that I'm a heck of a lot closer to my mom than I ever realized. She is my best friend. That's so odd to finally come to that realization. We were sitting in Panera eating and I asked her if it was going to be weird when I move out in three years and what's she going to do. She just said yes and she has no clue. I don't agree with some of her rules sometimes and I do believe that she is overprotective in some sense but then again I am close to her. I felt myself starting to tear up thinking about moving away from her. I feel myself tearing up now and that's the oddest thing. I never thought I'd feel so sad to think that.
I hope everyone is alive and safe and doing well.
We also went to Bloomington. I love it there. It makes me happy. I feel content and comfortable and just...I don't know how to explain it. When we got back home I just got sad. I don't like it here. I don't have that feeling of happiness usually here. It makes me sad and angry and frustrated when I think about it because I still have to stay here for another three years. My brother got accepted to IU though. He's so excited. At least that means that we'll go up there more often to visit him.
I also realized that I'm a heck of a lot closer to my mom than I ever realized. She is my best friend. That's so odd to finally come to that realization. We were sitting in Panera eating and I asked her if it was going to be weird when I move out in three years and what's she going to do. She just said yes and she has no clue. I don't agree with some of her rules sometimes and I do believe that she is overprotective in some sense but then again I am close to her. I felt myself starting to tear up thinking about moving away from her. I feel myself tearing up now and that's the oddest thing. I never thought I'd feel so sad to think that.
I hope everyone is alive and safe and doing well.