May 14, 2005 23:42
Yesterday was fun.
Mom and I ran to Kinny's Dance store in Carmel. It's the only really great dance place somewhat close. It still isn't that close. I had to get some things for my recital. It's in two weeks! That's scary!
I then had dance team practice. I was getting so frustrated. I kept on messing up and coach would call me out on it (which I'm glad she did because it helps me learn) but I was getting frustrated then losing focus and messing up more. I almost started crying because I was ticked at myself, but I didn't. I just need to work on it more. I really do.
Later that night I went to micahlyn's. There were about nine or ten of us freshman girls over there. It was so much fun and such a good bonding thing. There were a few things that sorta sucked but overall it was good. I got to talk to Jenny for a while and that was good. I enjoy being around that girl. We're so much a like it's scary. Micahlyn was so hyper and laughing so hard. I was out of breath so much last night from laughing. I loved when we danced and sang to Deana Carter's "We Danced Anyway" song. My voice was cracking from singing so loudly.
Then today I came home. Mom, Dad, Paul, and I went out and ate lunch. I can't remember the last time we've all had a meal together and sat together. We then went to the mall and I picked up this really cute shirt that just makes me feel cute and was on an uber sale so I spent most of the rest of my babysitting money on it. We went to Sam's then I came home and slept. I think I'm starting to get sick again though. I hope I don't get a full blown out sickness and it just is something little I can get over by Monday.
After I woke up I wasn't in the best mood. Then I started talking to one of my friends and thinking of grandpa and I just started crying so hard. The hardest since that one time it just hit me that he was dead a few days after it happened. It was bad. Joey helped me feel better though and started making me a mix cd. He was talking to me about that and just sort of got me to stop thinking about everything. That boy is such a neat person.
I'm missing SNL. That's not good.