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I really hate society at times.
In English today we talked of how society puts pressure on boys and girls alike to look "perfect." It made me pissed off, the more we talked about it. It pissed me off because once again rich people who are only getting richer are screwing up the normal person's life all to better him or herself financially. Like they need another yacht....
My legs are scaring me again. I might have had a great day on Friday but when walking around today I could feel my shins a little bit again. This is the first time in about a week. I iced them and then rode the stationary bike for twenty minutes. I did abs and then went downstairs and iced again. I can feel them as I'm typing this. This isn't good. I can't afford this. Screw track...but I can't afford not being able to dance for a month. I have a recital in two. I'll have dance team tryouts soon. Please don't do this to me...
I really want to go to another good concert this summer. Before school started I saw Death Cab (they were amazing, it was amazing), Modest Mouse (also amazing) and the Walkmen. That was before I'd even heard of the Walkmen. They're my favorite band now. It was with Paul, Devan, Jon Edwards, John Layton, Bert, Brittany, Tony, and Tony's girlfriend. It was neat :-). I wish we'd go to something else like that.
I'm scared shitless about next year. About loosing touch with you all. I really am. Bob told me that he and I will hang out, of course. I still can't be completely sure. I've seen people graduate then Paul never talk to them again, despite all the promises made. How do I know it won't be the same for me? Darn it...and everytime I think about it I start tearing up. I've started realizing more and more that I don't have a best friend. I have a few freshman girls and guys I'm closer to...but I don't have that one person. That makes me so damn sad sometimes. This entry is getting too emo...I'm going to stop.
Love ya'll,
Sam
In English today we talked of how society puts pressure on boys and girls alike to look "perfect." It made me pissed off, the more we talked about it. It pissed me off because once again rich people who are only getting richer are screwing up the normal person's life all to better him or herself financially. Like they need another yacht....
My legs are scaring me again. I might have had a great day on Friday but when walking around today I could feel my shins a little bit again. This is the first time in about a week. I iced them and then rode the stationary bike for twenty minutes. I did abs and then went downstairs and iced again. I can feel them as I'm typing this. This isn't good. I can't afford this. Screw track...but I can't afford not being able to dance for a month. I have a recital in two. I'll have dance team tryouts soon. Please don't do this to me...
I really want to go to another good concert this summer. Before school started I saw Death Cab (they were amazing, it was amazing), Modest Mouse (also amazing) and the Walkmen. That was before I'd even heard of the Walkmen. They're my favorite band now. It was with Paul, Devan, Jon Edwards, John Layton, Bert, Brittany, Tony, and Tony's girlfriend. It was neat :-). I wish we'd go to something else like that.
I'm scared shitless about next year. About loosing touch with you all. I really am. Bob told me that he and I will hang out, of course. I still can't be completely sure. I've seen people graduate then Paul never talk to them again, despite all the promises made. How do I know it won't be the same for me? Darn it...and everytime I think about it I start tearing up. I've started realizing more and more that I don't have a best friend. I have a few freshman girls and guys I'm closer to...but I don't have that one person. That makes me so damn sad sometimes. This entry is getting too emo...I'm going to stop.
Love ya'll,
Sam