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I can't figure out if transfering is a sign of weakness or what. I feel like I didnt try hard enough to adapt, but on the other hand, why would i want to conform to what I'm with, especially when I ddont like it? Maybe I haven't given it enough of a chance. i mean i'm finishing the year, definetly, but maybe that isn't enough.
Or maybe it's some kind of strength. I don't like where I am, therefore I will move instead of bitching for four years. I dont like the situation, therefore I will change it.
I jsut don't know.
I have so much to do its ridiculous but I will be home December 14, thank God
I'm a little overwhelmed right now and its building up but I know after tomorrow it will be better. But tomorrow is a "leave the house at 9 am and return home at 9 pm" days. it will suck but hopefully, God willing, I will survive.
Oy ve.
peace :)
Or maybe it's some kind of strength. I don't like where I am, therefore I will move instead of bitching for four years. I dont like the situation, therefore I will change it.
I jsut don't know.
I have so much to do its ridiculous but I will be home December 14, thank God
I'm a little overwhelmed right now and its building up but I know after tomorrow it will be better. But tomorrow is a "leave the house at 9 am and return home at 9 pm" days. it will suck but hopefully, God willing, I will survive.
Oy ve.
peace :)