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im waiting for claudia to get back from class so we can LEAVE!!!!, i must say that my weekend at Umass was awesome. I met DAR WILLIAMS!!!!! ahhh, in 24 hours or so i met both the dalai lama and dar williams, how amazing is that?
anyway, this weekend left me with a lot of things on my mind to think about but it's good. i dont know where i'm going to end up.I just dont want to settle. i feel like a part of me is stripped here and i put up a guard. I dont know.
anyway, im completely exhausted and have spent WAYYYYYYY too much time on buses lately, bout 12 hours this weeknd, 3 today, it sucks. i cant wait to sleep in, i dont know if it'll happenuntil friday but it will be a glourious day when it does.
in an hour im going to get on the trolley, take a bus to Providence, get on another bus to Boston and then I will meet eric at south station. i cant wait. I havent seen him in 3 months, longest ever.
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im anticipating seeing him and being put on some kind of guilt trip/ through some sortof emotional abuse as happens every holiday. aghhhh. let's hope I can hold it together and not succumb. I dont want to see him......
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anyway, this weekend left me with a lot of things on my mind to think about but it's good. i dont know where i'm going to end up.I just dont want to settle. i feel like a part of me is stripped here and i put up a guard. I dont know.
anyway, im completely exhausted and have spent WAYYYYYYY too much time on buses lately, bout 12 hours this weeknd, 3 today, it sucks. i cant wait to sleep in, i dont know if it'll happenuntil friday but it will be a glourious day when it does.
in an hour im going to get on the trolley, take a bus to Providence, get on another bus to Boston and then I will meet eric at south station. i cant wait. I havent seen him in 3 months, longest ever.
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im anticipating seeing him and being put on some kind of guilt trip/ through some sortof emotional abuse as happens every holiday. aghhhh. let's hope I can hold it together and not succumb. I dont want to see him......
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