Sep 16, 2008 11:50
I don't know what to do.
I can't live where I'm at right now, and moving back home would be a disaster.
I'm never as depressed and shitty as I am at my parents house. toxic. I've been not living with them for over a year now. Though it makes the most economic sense to move back, I can't help but feel like it is taking a giant step backwards in so many ways.
Living on my own is so expensive. But a roommate that eats all your food, steals your money, never pays rent on time, and tries to move out without paying rent all together....not thriling.
I have a commitment issue with signing a lease. I'd be fine if it was month-to-month, or even a 6 month lease. I really don't like the thought of "okay, so I will be here, only here, for the next year of my life." It's so confining. Plus, I know this area is not for me.
bitch bitch bitch.
yeah.
Well, at least the weather is nice today.
hum.
I really don't have a clue.
and arts and crafts is the worst class of my life.