[Phoenix sounds incredibly worn and tired.]
It would be nice to know if anything good came from these recent events.
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Odette, I believe I owe you an apology for not responding to you earlier. I was not... in the best of conditions at the time.
[He still isn't, but he's not going to go into that.]
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Yes? Something you need?
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I'm sorry.
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[He makes an aggravated noise. He had not meant to say that out loud.]
You weren't worried, were you?
[Distraction technique is a go.]
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[Fuck.]
I mean a little. Not much. Just a little.
[Shut up, Ashelin.]
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It's unexpected as well.]
Oh? You must have been incredibly worried for you to admit to it at all.
[It's the first thing that comes to his mind, and thus the thing that he says.]
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[Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up.]
Whatever. Like it matters. Like you even care. Shit.
[Fuck. Please to be skipping this conversation now, thanks.]
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It's done.
[And now she's deliberately going to avoid any further questions that pop up about this.]
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[He's probably assuming all sorts of things now, Ashelin. You can hear the smile in his voice.
Although it does fade fairly quickly.
Precursors this is going to be awkward.]
Ashelin, I think it would be best if we... didn't see each other, for a time.
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Phoenix?
[She doesn't want to ask. She doesn't want to know. She doesn't want to argue. She doesn't want to give in. She doesn't want to hear what he's going to say. It'll actually hurt and she doesn't want to hurt.
Ashelin forces her teeth together.]
By all means, whatever the hell you want.
[That's not how she feels at all, but.]
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It isn't like that. I only think it's in your best interests if you are not where I can reach you.
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Just tell me what's going on.
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[Deep breath. Calm down, Phoenix. He rubs the bridge of his nose. It doesn't help with the crackle of energy that's thrumming in his ears.]
I do not want to hurt you.
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Worried about hurting me? What? You're in a--
[He's in a relationship with her and he's worried about hurting her.
She sighs, makes it very apparent. CAN YOU HEAR THAT, PHOENIX?]
Phoenix, did you just hear yourself? You're worried about hurting me, of all people, the one damn woman on this ship who can take a punch and give it back. What the hell makes you think you're going to hurt me?
You're obviously nuts.
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Ashelin, under any other circumstances, I have no doubt that you could deal me a fair amount of damage, but the condition I am in right now is not normal, and yes, I may lose my mind at any moment.
That is why I want you to avoid me.
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