aimless

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today i was driving around aimlessly. Floating around the post-day aimlessly. Figuring out something do when I realized that I have nothing to do (yet I was in essence procrastinating. Procrastinating on the far-future I wish for myself). I had realized that I have no clue what I want to do today, and in life in general from this point on. That I've been spending the past four years since I graduated college with no direction "home."

But I did tell myself four years ago that I'll spend this next four years with no plan, no rhyme, no reason. And now I feel half empty.