OH BOY!
SO I don't know what's going on in my mind? I don't know if I will for awhile.
I've decided to switch into bio H, but by doing so, I have to switch around other classes, that I really like. But, I want to be challenged, and I really want to take Bio H. Also Burke wouldn't be teaching my class.
YEAH.
I LIKE MORE PEOPLE? What the fuck is wrong with me? I just want to stop liking people. It ruins everything. But then along with the liking, there's always a little string of hope and faith that they'll return the feelings, one day, any day. It could be tomorrow or in 20 years. I have no idea. But I don't want to let go of the feelings, b/c then what if I don't like them, and then they somehow develop feelings for me, or found out that I once liked them? I mean...It could happen. It's not going to, but it stresses me out so much.
I mean, I like 2 people for the most part. I have little tiny crushes on other people, but they'll go away in a few weeks.
I'm going to go.
I'm waking up at 8:30 to shower and go set up at the Katonah Street Fair. I'm face-painting and helping register people for Classes at my dance studio. Then maybe when I'm done with that 7 hrs later, I might hang with Brooke and Cameroon. That will be fun. If it happens, which I hope it does.
Uhhhh, later.
-Emily
I've decided to switch into bio H, but by doing so, I have to switch around other classes, that I really like. But, I want to be challenged, and I really want to take Bio H. Also Burke wouldn't be teaching my class.
YEAH.
I LIKE MORE PEOPLE? What the fuck is wrong with me? I just want to stop liking people. It ruins everything. But then along with the liking, there's always a little string of hope and faith that they'll return the feelings, one day, any day. It could be tomorrow or in 20 years. I have no idea. But I don't want to let go of the feelings, b/c then what if I don't like them, and then they somehow develop feelings for me, or found out that I once liked them? I mean...It could happen. It's not going to, but it stresses me out so much.
I mean, I like 2 people for the most part. I have little tiny crushes on other people, but they'll go away in a few weeks.
I'm going to go.
I'm waking up at 8:30 to shower and go set up at the Katonah Street Fair. I'm face-painting and helping register people for Classes at my dance studio. Then maybe when I'm done with that 7 hrs later, I might hang with Brooke and Cameroon. That will be fun. If it happens, which I hope it does.
Uhhhh, later.
-Emily