Wake up call
I finally ordered my first month of NutriSystem. I am going to loose at least 10lbs and I am going to get myself healthy and happy. I refuse to be upset with my body anymore. If I am to be the athlete I want to be I have to do this. Last night was my own personal pitty party. I sat on the couch, drank a lot, and cried. I now know what makes me unhappy and what I can and cannot do to fix the situation. I have goals and I am going to achieve them. Granted, money would help the process, but I am set on doing some things in and with my life. I am just going to have to work a little harder to make things possible.