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May 12, 2004 17:46

Well hello all you people. Have you ever wondered why when you go out in the sun...your skin gets darker, but your hair gets lighter? Weird. Anywho, I feel loved for once in a long time. Melissa missed me. She was going through a 'funk' without me. I come back, and the funks gone. I feel wanted, yay. Actually, a few people missed me which was even stranger. School's ok. I'm trying to up my grades to all a's and b's. I'm trying really hard. I need determination so if you see me in the hall, route me on. Yesterday I came home and finished that stupid paper, then went outside and read for a bit. Came in, unpacked, then went to bed. How exciting.
I miss florida so much. The weather here is helping a little bit. When I went down there and was driving on the highway back to our hotel, I was doing alot of thinking. I loved it down there like you wouldn't even know. I felt at home even though home was miles away. All my stupid back pains and headaches went away for a few days. It was heaven on earth to me. I was thinking about my life in the next 10 or so years and college and career crossed it. Digital arts and marine biology. It's been a dream of mine to work at sea world or some marine park. Training or maintaining anything that dwells in the ocean. Sharks, fish, skates, whales, dolphins, you name it. So I put the two together. Florida and college. I've been looking for the past few days at colleges online. I've found one I really like. It's in Kissime which is next to orlando, sky lake and conway. Check it out here. I think I'll start saving, lol.
Anywho, school was interesting today. There was a clip that was the highlight of the day. Right after lunch, me and melis were at our lockers and on our way to history, I was ahead of her and she was still at her locker. Someone walked by and said, "You're mom is slow" and there was an instant psychological connection between us. We looked at each other and like spoke through our minds, and began to crack up uncontrollably. Ever since ben warped our minds to the 'in bed' phrase (which I'm trying to get out of my mind thank you) it's been like automatic. I guess you had to be there to really expirience the intensity of it all. So that's probably all the funness of today. Oh yea, I got to go down to white wizards...i mena dr. bucks office for two periods to make up the stupid and pointless testing. They don't need to test that I'm already stupid. We also went outside for worship team practice which was fun. Me and allison went on the swings with pastor danny and was making fun of how immature he was. He really isn't, but he really is. I love that guy. He's cool.
So I talked to ashley the other day and she said she went to the beach with danny and stuff and saw long lost andrew. She talked about me and him possibly getting back together after forever. That thought just wouldn't leave my mind and still hasn't. I'm not planning on dating anytime soon so It's gonna be seriously prayed for. I mean, yea we were little kids in puppy love in second grade and just good friends after that. We don't even talk that much anymore. But that idea...I don't know what to think of it. I've just set my goals on not dating in high school. But if God has other plans...then He's the boss. What He says goes. But the whole thing has just left me crossed eyed and jaw to the floor. I'm planning on going to the beach with him, brit, ben, erica, and aaron sometime this weekend. Wow, I haven't seen him since 8th grade. I'd love to engage in a friendship again. I'm wicked excited. And scared. Ashley told me today at lunch "But you guys are perfect for each other!" Hmmm, where have I heard THAT before? She's gonna get me in trouble one of these days, lol.
So yea, that's what's been going on in debbie's head and life the past few days. Hope you enjoyed my news update.
Over and out.
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