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Alone.
No one likes it. But it's a feeling that's been creeping up on me that I can't seem to shake. I look at the world now, my friends, my family, even myself...but it only makes things worse.
The same people who kept me accountable, who I looked up to and who would pray for me, have gone. The world has got the best of them and devoured everything that I've admired in them. I continually pray for them, that they'd come back; nothing. I feel worn down, at the end of my rope.
Without anyone but myself and God.
It's times like these I can go back in time...where love and bliss where the only things I knew.
But I can't.
I know that I have to keep going. I know the person who I can be, and I'm determined to become that person.
As for the few that have remained faithful, and have stuck right by my side through everything, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. It's not an easy thing to follow God, where the world forwns upon you and rejects you every day. But oh, is it worth it. Not just now, but in the end where we'll spend eternity in a place that knows no pain, no sin, no tragedy, no sadness, nothing here on earth.
Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth
No one likes it. But it's a feeling that's been creeping up on me that I can't seem to shake. I look at the world now, my friends, my family, even myself...but it only makes things worse.
The same people who kept me accountable, who I looked up to and who would pray for me, have gone. The world has got the best of them and devoured everything that I've admired in them. I continually pray for them, that they'd come back; nothing. I feel worn down, at the end of my rope.
Without anyone but myself and God.
It's times like these I can go back in time...where love and bliss where the only things I knew.
But I can't.
I know that I have to keep going. I know the person who I can be, and I'm determined to become that person.
As for the few that have remained faithful, and have stuck right by my side through everything, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. It's not an easy thing to follow God, where the world forwns upon you and rejects you every day. But oh, is it worth it. Not just now, but in the end where we'll spend eternity in a place that knows no pain, no sin, no tragedy, no sadness, nothing here on earth.
Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth