(no subject)

[eclipticeyes]

Alright, I need to rant. I haven't done that in awhile and I'm sure most of you are glad because of that. Well, Allstates are this weekend starting tommorow morning. I thought this was supposed to be a fun and excited thing, but it's more stressful and agrivating. Actually, I think going would help cause all of my problems are here. I had pretty much a really bad day today. I was beating myself up for my grades/ being emotional, and I cried...in school. The last time I did that was the day that Brian broke up with me. Thankfully, my latin teacher had some sort of empathy for me and said I could bring in an assignemt late and she wouldn't take points off for it. Well, I pretty much went through the whole day without someone to talk to. Not alot of really good friends at that school, and I wish I did have some. Thankfully I had amanda and rachel to laugh with towards the end of the day. We go way back, so it feels good to bring back some good memories. So I get home, and I start look for my shirt for work. Can't find it anywhere. I checked everyone elses clothes and nothing. So I remembered it was in my locker at school. I ran there, and the place was locked. I found an open window in the music department and crawled on in, Got the goods, and left. I went to work and it was a nice day...really slow. When I got home, I had to find someone to cover my shift for tommorow night. I called everyone on the list. No one would do it. Most of their excuses are "they just can't do it" they wouldn't tell me why either. It made me upset cause I've covered for alot of their shifts. Argh. So, my dad comes in and lectures me about priorities and work and how nancy sounded upset of the phone and something about a contract. Well, my dad likes to exagerate things ALOT. I got it covered, but he was upset. I was trying to get everything ready for tommorow and I'm trying not to break down from being lectured at. I haven't been able to talk to Jeff lately. He's been busy with alot of stuff and I really miss him :( So yea, and now here I am not as upset as from where I began because ranting helps get things off of ones back. And now, I'm off to pack some more and get ready. Thanks for listening if you read it this long...you're a real trooper ;)

Peace out.

P.S. I got baptized on Tuesday!! I'm still excited about that :)